My words

たどり着く

たどりつく

to struggle on to, to arrive somewhere after a struggle, to grope along to, to barely manage to reach, to finally arrive at, to finally hit on (e.g. an idea)

独裁

どくさい

dictatorship, despotism

不図

ふと

suddenly, casually, accidentally, incidentally, unexpectedly, unintentionally

始末

しまつ

management, dealing, settlement cleaning up, getting rid of economizing, economising, being thrifty end result (usu. bad)

恨む

うらむ

to resent, to curse, to feel bitter, to blame, to bear a grudge to regret

其れなり

それなり

in itself, as it is, in its own way, as suits the occasion within its capacity, within limitations

矛盾

むじゅん

contradiction, inconsistency contradiction

隣人

りんじん

neighbour, neighbor, neighbourhood, neighborhood

被る

かぶる かむる こうむる かぶる/

to suffer, to receive, to sustain

融合

ゆうごう

agglutination, adhesion, fusion, combination, blending, uniting